Get all the sighs & the moans just right.

Sometimes I wonder how things would have been if they went a different way. If we met at different points in our lives. But then I think of what I have, what we have. And I really wouldn’t want it any other way.

As I hugged him, I told him that I loved him & that he was one of my best friends last night after him & his ex got into a fight. He told me I was one of his best friends too. Sounds childish, and we were a little drunk, but that conversation meant so much. I love being inappropriate friends with him. :)

Side note: I had a dream about kissing him last night. :/ Ya know, in case we don’t already have sexual tension between us. B/C I’m pretty sure we do.

It has been brought to my attention that I dream a lot more at night when we don’t fall asleep with the TV on.

2 nights ago or so I dreamt that houses were randomly falling into enormous sinkholes & we didn’t know where to go b/c we didn’t know which house was going to be next.

Last night I dreamt that the government came & was talking us away but we didn’t know where or if we were getting split up. And apparently they had been watching us for awhile.

Scary shit right? Or am I just fucked up?

I have finally fucking graduated college. It took me 3 years to get my a 2 year degree. Got my AAS in Management for Technical Professionals. Just waiting for my last grades to get posted & my one teacher said that he would help me out b/c I have a C+ in his class b/c I missed a week when I was in Key West. He’s kind of been blowing me off which really pisses me off b/c yesterday was the last day of the semester & if I don’t get at least a B- my work won’t pay for it.

Really excited for the week I have in front of me. My first week completely school free & it all seems so surreal already.

Finished my last class Monday night, went out with TS for his bday. V asked me to go out last night but I worked late & I figured boyfriend would be pissed if I went out again without him. Going down for a drink with T, TZ, & ECW tonight. Disking with D & ST this afternoon. Saturday is chock-full of fun with SS’s bridal shower at 1, HM’s wedding at like 4, then the reception, then party at D’s that night.

Starting to get back into using the Wii Fit again b/c I don’t want to have love handles. Boyfriend was surprised I didn’t take as much food as usual last night for dinner, & I told him it was all about portion control. I didn’t need to pig out & be stuffed afterwards. And I wasn’t, I wasn’t hungry this morning either like I usually am after eating Chinese food.

So now I have all this new found free time to do all the things I use to do, that I’ve wanted to do for the last year. But it’s all the stuff that I stopped doing b/c I was lazy or unmotivated to do it & that was the whole reason why I went back to school. But I feel like a new, relatively motivated person & I think I can stick to everything that I want to do now.

End note: Seven years ago today I started working at Kohl’s as a cashier, a week before I graduated high school, with MB. Seven years later, I have just graduated college a week prior, I hold my second department supervisor position, and MB is an area supervisor. My, how we have grown up. Happy 7th Kohlsiversary.

That awkward moment when you get done having sex & you can hear the neighbor below you being louder than you were… then realizing he just had porn on to drown you out.

ME: “Who else was with us that one day when I had a hole in the ass of my pants?”
J: “IDK probably D.”
ME: “Probably. Pervs.”

ME: “Whatever my mom is hot.”
J: “Your mom IS hot.”
S: “You are like a spitting image of your mom N.”
ME: “I know.”
S: “So you know what J’s saying.”
J: “Whatever. Just don’t tell my girlfriend.”